Someday something good will happen!

Not everyday is a good day. I may feel like hell and feel like nothing could be worse. Still my head is held high, someday will be mine. It could be tomorrow or the next day but that day will come, and it will be the best day of my life, just have to wait and have patience.
So many people are waiting for their happiness to come. It's not here yet but it will be soon . It's like standing in a queue waiting to board the bus. One day, people say, my ship will come. One day, I'll make it. One day, I'll be happy. Ships come and go, and everyone waits for theirs. Some think about jumping on other people's ships. They think everything. Yet, incredibly enough, there has always been someone who has pointed out the simple fact that what we are looking for is indeed "inside"!!

Anchal Saboo
17th December 2014

pain is the real truth!

What have I done to be treated so? What do you call it when you are absolutely out of your mind and unable to do a thing just coz someone is annoyed? I thought we were friends but turns out the counter part had other plans...those silly fights are turning into long ones...not even a month and look at it...all shattered...and where in the start we saw the big picture...why in this world do I care...there is no one who ever will understand who I am...this seemed to be a happy time...had found someone with the similar crazy mind....as I had feared it was just a fling and everything I felt good about was a fake...what I fail to understand is that why do strangers suddenly become the most important part of the life....people come and go... Only thing that remains is pain....and that's what is the real truth!
Anchal Saboo
11th February'14

lost

Don't know where I went wrong
What forced me to do what I did
Innumerable lies and a 1000 regrets in just a few months
Seems like I've turned into a monster!
Once gazing at the rains with a novel and a cup of coffee was life...where have I come today...
Reliving those days after long
Yes its raining cats and dogs and I'm thinking; thinking of my past
How quite calm and beautiful it was....thinking of what might have been...if I had not changed so much....regretting the change....getting back to what I used to be....regret is all I feel!!
Anchal Saboo
2nd September 14

Fling wing!

Its a little wired but I have been getting this strange feeling from long...have people being cheating on me??
Have I been so in love to ignore all that....when it can be very clearly seen...
I am just being used...I thought it was love...or just that he is like that...but then again if it were love I would have never felt this way...so many doubts...so much of silence...all this coz I'm no one but just a NICMAR fling...when we said it long back I thought it to be a joke...such a fool I was!

wandering wandering

Do we really need all that we own or we aspire to own??
Indeed NO!!
Half the things are just waste of resources result of improper planning!
Look at the irony
I have three phones but nobody to talk to!
I have a 100 books none soothing at the moment
I have a vehicle but nobody to drive with!
I have chocolates but no fun eating them alone!
I have a coffee mug but no conversation over coffee!
I have plans but no one to execute them with!
I have absolutely nothing to fill the voids...its pure emptiness...and the sad part...I don't even know how to fill these voids!
Wandering wandering!
Anchal saboo
10th November'14

I look back

I look back

When reason is taken arrest by emotions

When thoughts are crippled by aberrations

When truth is over whelmed by falsehood

I look to thee my lord

When lust tends to justify love

When hope believes reality

And I come before us

I look back to thee my lord

When obscurity supersedes ratio

When darkness looms over light

And love is recouped by hate

I look back to thee my lord

Over the ages

OVER THE AGES

I have a many more mysterious years ahead of me to live,
but that doesn’t mean that I will let time
change who I am and how I feel.
I will always be the kind of person
that loves life for the simple fact
that I am blessed with a family
that I love and I know loves me back.
I will still enjoy holidays and birthdays
more than any other day
because that’s when we can all come together
to talk about anything and everything
and dance to music that gives us delight
while having some laughs
that makes me smile
And thank God for what I have.
When someone talks bad about me or to me
I will still not make it a big deal,
in the contrary, I will give them a kind smile
because one never knows
why they do what they do.
I will still like eating food
that my mother cooks
because for me it tastes superior
when its made out of love and with flavor
I still miss my school days,
No matter what, I will still like babysitting
my nieces and nephews,
who is are as curious as little monkeys,
since I love them and other kids too.

 I have a friend who helps me n trusts me, n is there 4 me when i need but sometimes she is careless n I miss her...
I will never think twice
about helping others in need
by giving them an advice
or simply being there
to listen to their problems and lend them a hand
I am also going to keep
my weird sense of humor
that I think
not even I can explain.
There is something else I will not change,
which is my desire to succeed,
not only professionally,
but spiritually as well
to become a better person,
day by day.
And most importantly,
I will never wish for a better life
because I find what I have
more than enough.