wrong i was thought it to be a bliss!

When mind is submerged deep under an emotion so strong that it stops functioning only then that energy gets diverted towards things we seldom do...composition for one..crying your heart out comes by itself...
Love's gone; hope shattered; dreams puffed away; with countless scrutiny on relation and trust; I feel like fleeing away; with questions lying unanswered; emotions turned nightmares...
Trust pulled up from all relations with countless waves rising up and down..waiting to sweep away..
O Lord! What did I do trusted yet again?? Learnt nothing from the past, for oaths n promises had been taken, all went in vain!
Committed a crime all over again!
Loving OVER yield me this!
Wrong i was thought it to be a bliss....
Having a fleeting affair and consequential after effect seems to have one good impact after bouncing back the mental state, perspective, the vision widened thinking gets mature and now seems to get in hold of the hormones!!
O Lord! Give me the blessings so it does not betray...
Euphoria;delirium all gone feet on ground i feel like waiting for the one living with in every possible way!!

8th August 2013